Please don't mind me in fact, try not to read if you don't care for this... A couple of days ago my mum and my sibs and I ( yes I still live at home, more for them than me...) Well we got our cable and internet cut off.Now let me tell you my mom told us if we could find away to at least pay off the past due- 205.05- them we could pay off the whole thing on the first of next month .. I being the patron of all dumb people suggest " Hey I've got a dumbass half baked plan, just let me go and take the money I put into pre-ording a game I've waited for from about two years!!!!!!!!!! In to the bill so that way the bill won't be too much for you"

Now don't get me wrong I love my family and every thing but you know sometimes I need a break from them- I don't get out much, pretty much work then home. I need something to unwined from them. Like I said I had waited TWO YEARS AND HAD IT ALL PAID OFF but I knew my family needed these things more than I needed that game... So with a weak heart I took the money out and payed off the bill, understandably I was alittle depressed- I was going to own something all my own with my own money- I went into debt for this game but still.... Now When I came to my family they told me it was up to me, I don't have regrets about what I did, and they told me that they understand what I was doing... They said- They knew how much I wanted that game and told me don't if you don't want to- but I still pressed it, the fact was I wanted to do it. They told me they'd make it up to me, they'd find away .... I told them it wasn't necessary, but they insisted.


Well after it was all said and done after all that... A couple of hours went by I had cried and done my lamenting and I was feeling better... But My mom yell at me- Apparently I was to be void of all sorrow over the game and ' She knew' I would cry about it and that I should have put the money out, today I got yelled at again because of that. It even came to the point that she said she wasn't gonna buy the game for me anymore ( she had offed to do that for me) ..

So thats it....
Am I really being selfish and whiny?